When Chai Fern enquire me for shooting her personal portrait, I told her that I do not shoot model shots and we both laughed. Before taking up the job I began to figured what kind of theme I should embed on her. After an hour of conversation I discovered that there is a reason behind the initiation. She wanted something that reflect her personality. I found Chai Fern is in search of a kind of happiness deep within her soul unable to described with in plain words. And so I made this series for her. Hope she could discover something, a kind of happiness lies inside of her dream, her emotions, and what she intend to be.